I hate my hair.! :(

Okay so... I am sitting on the floor at my dads doing my hair in front of my mirror. And it is really pissing me off. :P

No matter how much i take care of it. it does not grow. which means if i want long hair i need to spend $100 + on hair extensions. (which i have ordered and are on their way home soon!) and we are not all rich enough to get fusion hair extensions every 4 months like some people... 

it also gets tangly every 2 seconds. no joke. i brush it. and go to brush it again 2 seconds later and it has knots in it again. :(

it is very fine. and has absolutely NO volume in it. :(

my hair isnt too curly or anything. but it isnt perfectly straight and sometimes i wish it was. so i could just wake up and go.

when i get my extensions (clip in by the way) i might just put them in the night before and hope that they look okay in the morning hehe.  might make me feel like it is natural!

But.. that is all. :)

just wanted to vent about my hair. :D

Anyone else hate their hair? comment below!!! :)

What I Am Thinking... :D

Hey Guys! So for a while now I have wanted to do a make up artist certification program. But the only thing is... it is almost $1500. That is a lottttt of money. I have been too scared to ask my mom about it though. So since I am at my dads tonight I will email her all the details tomorrow and ask. :)

Also, ever since I was like 14, people have been telling me to model. And I don't like being in front of crowds so modelling on a stage is not for me buttt modelling in pictures might be fun. So at the same place they have the certification program, you can apply to be a model. So I might do that too. I just have to send in some pictures of myself and measurements. :D

If you are wondering why I have decided to do all of this at once, it is because me and my boyfriend have recently split up after a year and a half of being together and I think right now I just need to focus on myself. I would love to get the certification so I can work at MAC or a place like that while I go to school. I think that would be amazing. And I do think being a model is a good idea for me but have never had the nerve to do it. So now that I am focusing on myself, I think now is a good time. :)

Next year is my last year of high school, I do not plan to go back because I would like to be a veterinarian and that is 8 more years of school! yahooo! haha

so I really need to focus on my school work and basically myself like I have already said. For the longest time I was letting the break up bring me down and I was holding on to him for no reason. He actually broke up with me for another girl and is now dating her. So I can't hold on to him and hey! if another guy comes around and I end up really liking him, cool..! But for now it is all about me and of course... youtube! haha. 

I love all of my subscribers very very much. you guys make me want to stick in there and keep going! and I will continue to do youtube even when I get super busy.! guess I will just have to tell my mom so I can film when she is home. hehe.

that will come eventually too. :)

But for now... I will stick to asking about the certification program and modelling. haha

Thank you guys soooooooo much.

Talk to you soon!!!!

LOVE, CAITLIN xoxox

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Sorrrry!

Hey guys! I am sooooooo sorry I have not been writing on my blog! I completely forgot about it.! :(
ooops.

I have been busy catching up on friends ahaha since we didnt hang out like all of july. :(
I went to the beach and stuff. :D

one more thing... me and my boyfriend broke up after a year and a half. :( but oh well.
time to find a new guy! hehe.

Day at the Vet: June 29

Hey Guys! So today was my second day at the vet and nothing really happened. :( and old dog came in and is now getting tests and a really skinny cat came in and is also getting tests. The puppy that got spayed yesterday went home. :( And then through out the day there were a couple normal appointments. :P

Really boring update but like i said these are for me to reference too and are a quick read for you guys! :)

Day at the Vet: June 28

Hey Guys! 

So today was my first day at the vet and it was fun. :)

First I got there and they were working on the one workers dog who wasn't feeling good. 

Later in the day, I got to watch a puppy get spayed. And then afterwards,  a kitten was brought in who got in a fight and her eye was all bloodshot and painful looking. :(

But she is going to get better. We hope. :)

For the rest of the day, we kind of just hung around and we are probably doing the same tomorrow. :)

I am going to be posting these, every day or almost every day for my reference and just in case you guys want to know or are interested in being a vet or something. :)

So this was just a short blog.. but oh well. :)

- Caitlin xoxo

Update.

Hey guys! Okay so... Bailey just bit my computer cord AGAIN!
She bit mine before so I bought a new one, last weekend. Yup that didn't last too long at all. :(
So I really have to save money now to buy a new one of those and this pipe stuff to wrap around it.
The pipe stuff isn't expensive though at all.


So ANOTHER update to my project 10 pan. I SWEAR I am not trying to cheat.


-Absolutely NO MORE new products weekly products. I just got 4 weeks worth so no biggy there. :P
-I did change my powder for the lip primer. :)
-ONE MORE CHANGE THOUGH. :) I am going to change my lip gelee for either my cremesheen or my nyc lip gloss. The lip gelee is full and I barely ever use it. Plus you only need a drop every time. I think it is too shimmery for every day wear.


I hope you guys understand. So actually I have 11 products. Because I will be trying to use up either lip glosses! :)


About my GIVEAWAY... I will be contacting the winner this week when I draw out a number. :) And hoping they understand what is going on, will be talking to them and telling them they are probably not getting their products right away. :( I feel HORRIBLE for that but I will using a bit out of every pay cheque to pay for their prize. Guess I should have picked a smaller prize first.. Oh well.


:(


So basically this blog is about my money issues. :( Sorry about that. I just want to let you know what is going on.


GOOD NEWS!
I have figured out my co-op schedule and will be able to post more videos then I had expected! :)
YAY!


So request videos for me to do. :)


-Caitlin xo.